darkness embraced

Inspirace 24/10 večer, sepsáno následující ráno.

(Celý příspěvek…)

Nevím, proč je to tak, ale občas píšu v angličtině. Asi plné chyb a jazykově plain. Jinak to ale nešlo vyjádřit. Sepsáno 23/10, přepis z deníku.

When I met you

(as I usually do)

I descended to the Outer Dark space

Of your soul, eager to discover

The treasuries that lie there.

Rather quickly I reached a gate.

What did it guard, I was not sure.

A terryfying figure with wings of gray

Stood there, silent

As Gatekeeper he was known to me.

„This is as far as you get“

The Gatekeeper said to me.

Puzzled, I waited there for months.

A mortal woman at the Gates of Hell

I knew I could not enter

Without utter destruction of my Self

Yet the proximity itself

drew life from me, day by day.

A stranger passed.

A lightning stroke.

I found myself awake

Suddenly realizing

I am but a mortal

At the Gates of hell.

Mortal pain and mortal lust

Mortal heart (though which I lost)

On my journey to

The Gates of Hell

I stood awake and read a sign

Which said „Dg F60.1″

It had been there all for all the time

Fixed to the Gates of Hell.

Did I refuse to read

Or was I blind?

T´was a complete suicide

Three years spent at the

Gates of Hell.

Now I will return to my kin

And you will rejoin yours

I love you as a brother

And for that

I shall feel no remorse.